Chaitanya's Weblog

Coming home after my first semester at college, I have felt stuck. Just a day before I was completing my assignments and having my exams, and a day later, I had no work to do. I have been reading books and articles online, doing small courses to gain a few skills, but there are large parts of the day where I am doing nothing. Somehow doing nothing is more prominent than anything in my daily schedule I have done in the past 20 days. There isn’t a proper schedule. There was one in college because of the time table we followed. Half of the day just went into that, and the other half was for me and my assignments. I was busy and satisfied with it all. Here at home, I am just not able to make peace with the joy of doing nothing. I have read about it online, but I am unable to. There was relaxation in all of busyness at college, but right now there is no comfort in relaxing at home.